dear dave,

i remember when trade shows came up at bsur, after the holidays, and catalog, and mad preparing, I would sit in the office alone, waiting for the horrid phone to ring, and do nothing.  I would try to draw, or pack the random order, or think about working, but for the most part the days would go by, and I would just put in my time.

January is such a no-man's land.  Such a monday.  There is no force behind it.  It's a boring empty slate.  The excitement is behind.

I worry about my lack of motivation, and stupidly forget the pattern.

THIS IS A LOW
BUT IT WON'T HURT YOU
WHEN YOU ARE ALONE IT WILL BE THERE WITH YOU
FINDING WAYS TO STAY SOLO

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