Saturday, May 28, 2022
saturday of memorial day weekend. Always a weird bubble of nothingness. No plans, just same old.
Nice weather - coffee in morning with hexy. Got a lot done yesterday, so felt accomplished going into the weekend. Friday i got upset with SM and sent an email, but its all pending. So an upset hangover.
Got Father's Day cards in and happy with them. And ordered next month's postcards, but am stuck at adding subscribers.
WISH I COULD FIND THE KEY FOR MARKETING ALL!! Would love to be selling more online.
Ok, back home with emma, after not doing much here at the studio.
Thursday, May 19, 2022
Business dramatically slowed this month - feels bad. Not sure why - SM was ok.
Allergies are killing me - itchy eyes and very blurry vision. Time to up my prescription. But of course I stall.
Slow days at the studio, plodding along on lingering projects and trying to start new ones. All the dark clouds that crept in around February are still there. Every day is a new chance to make a change.
Poor poor hexy still coughing after week and a half. Pretty sure its not Covid, but just as miserable
Friday, May 13, 2022
Tuesday, May 10, 2022
Monday, May 9, 2022
Forcing myself to blog - it's harder these days feeling like I do.
Tough few days, weeks, trying to stay positive. Things really are not bad as I perceive, it's just the perception that is screwy. But it's still there, looming over me most of the time. A lack of confidence and well being.
Monday today, so getting back in the groove. FINALLY, finished a longstanding commission, which is always a plus. One more to go, but I expect it to be much easier.
Plodding along on other things. Dragging them out, but getting them done at the same time. My M.O.
Distressed by the news.
Grateful for:
my freedom
my creativity
my luck