2020 Wrap Up

Ahhhh - the yearly ritual of wrapping things up!

 

Kind of a cheat since I've abandoned the blog completely, and don't even have links to it anymore. oh well, something to keep up, a record of my branddave.

 

What a shitty year of course.  After march, we fell into a fog of despair and fear over the virus, and the government, and friends and family.  We have learned to cope with masks and isolation, but are so anxious for this to get back to (normal) although there are no illusions that normal will ever be the same!  A year of this changes EVERYTHING about us and how we live and relate to each other.  What a huge fucking mess.  It will take years to shake out and shake off.

 

BUT - BIDEN FUCKING WON ! ! ! ! !  ! ! ! !   That is the cherry on top of everything.  Knowing that trump is FUCKING out.  So much ahead I'm sure, but I revel in that every day.  Biden won.

 

Year started with more Hallmark work, and same ins and outs at the studio.  Really distracted but humming along.  shopmade was growing a lot, and taking more of my creative attention.  Mind was geared towards producing items for them.

 

Then covid, and things stopped, then slowing crept onward again.  Enjoyed my short stint packing at Shopmade in dupont.  Somewhere to be, and a minor dent in my time.  Gave me some structure.  Was nice to be alone there.  I don't think I could have ever done it if I was with others.  Anyway, insightful into how they work, and a nice throwback to BSUR.

 

Summer was blah.  Not much to remember, just not normal, but not horrible.  Excited to hook up with new instagram maker friends.  PEERS!  but couldn't go far because of the virus restrictions, so mostly something to look forward to in the future.  I knew I should be preparing for HOLIDAY, but of course I didn't.

 

Fall came around and things picked up with election fear and work.  I was busy with what I had to do, but nothing new was accomplished or tried.  Mask collabs with Supon were exciting and working with him was a long time goal.  But they didn't really succeed like I expected.  So f-ing typical!  Shopmade got saturated with masks, and somehow they just were not the right note.  Supon continues to make and sell them, but I have to say that I was disappointed with how they were received.

 

For fall all attention was on election, then the dam broke with work and orders.  Just like I expected, so felt more prepared for it.

 

ELECTION - I was such a basket case for days.  i blacked out all news on day of, and for at least a week after while it worked out.  hex was opposite, getting constant updates. The saturday that Biden was delcalared is so memorable.  hex running up the studio stairs shouting!  And our walk downtown to celebrate.  What a release and relief!!  Still a mess of course.  How else could it be?  We have for more weeks with fucker.

 

In october I started with my micro commission idea, and it was all a big success.  Got lots of orders after promoting on IG and email.  all the way up to xmas.  fun to do, and because a creative outlet.  Really great direction.

 

Also big for holidays were cards. Sold in 6 packs for first time, and it went well.  I got inspired for designs with all the covid crap, so they came out really great, and were timely.  Plus I think people just wanted to send more this year.  But the key: EARLY DITRIBUTION!!!!!  Must remember for future!

 

Shopmade has fizzled a bit.  georgetown lost their killer location, and new one is off beaten path.  Prints on wood died out, no tote bags, shirts fizzled too.  All really strange and disappointing.  More to say about all, but I'm getting tired of typing, so that will have to be it.  haha

 

 Anyway, 2021 comes with big hopes - for Biden and health and new successes.  lease for studio up in April.  A turning point?  probably not.  We'll see.

 

Bye for now. 

 

 

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2010 Wrap up

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new collaborations! (S&I)

Hallmark design into early 2020 print

Micro home confinement

IG puppet project

Pandemic coffee

Micro Commissions on wood!

IG 100 days of drawing

 

More of the same.

hot hot days.  mask misery, and lack of focus.  today I spent too much time doing mask spec work, and much of what I did is not usable.  So other stuff didn't get accomplished.

Happy the lost V finally showed up.  Wish the stupid company communicated with me instead of keeping me in the dark.

Making slow progress on gaggle.

Days later.  Happy to have taxes behind and dentist round 2 behind.  onto bigger and better things.

Tough time figuring out how to get Lee's wood from there to here, but all worked out perfectly. 

Went to HOME DEPOT and found a great piece that was precut small, and just had to trim it - bribe the workers there to do it for me.  I planned how to get it on my car, and managed to park right across from a group of day laborers.  I could feel their eyes on me as I methodically failed to tie the right knots.  Happily a guy came over and helped me out.

Working on some other fun little prints too, but it's all so dumb (in my head).  Instead of production type runs I do these little one-offs.  I think like an artist and not a business.

Frustration with FB as I try to implement shopping functions into my instagram posts.  So much rig amoral to get it to work.  Not happy with any of it, yet I try and try because I think I should, and I just want to solve the puzzle in front of me. 

Yesterday I spent all this time trying to figure out what time zone I was in according to their crazy options.  Options I never heard of, and got more and more complicated as I started to google them all.  In the end, I couldn't even figure that out, so I gave up and just picked one.

Overall: UGH.  Ugh to figuring out what to print.  UGH to spending money.  UGH to trohv closing.  UGH to BUZZ closing.  UGH to fucker trump.  UGH to everything.

2 0 1 9 taxes done! An epic journey of angst.  Feel drained to the core.

on to other things

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S A T U R D A Y at the studio!

A good time to catch up, but instead I come up with Instagram ideas and then fret about the fact that nobody seems to see them because FUCKING Instagram hides them, expecting me to pay them to show the free content that I'm giving them in the first place.

So it's a loopy mood of manic creation and epic frustration, and the real stuff I need to do gets pushed off.

Suddenly commercials have reinvaded my life.  On spotify and now hulu.  ugh.  somehow this relates back to instagram...

ANYWAY - sunny and super hot.  Emma home with hexy.  Working on screw you reprint, and adding inventory to SHOPMADE system.  all in flux with them, shops reopened and I need to regroup and see what they actually have of mine to sell.  With the gtown shop move and pandemic, all is muddled and foggy.  I completely stopped creating and printing any cards.  Buzz still closed I think???

LOTS to do always.  But most important is to STAY POSITIVE and CREATIVE.  MOST MOST important.

Nice to have this place to bitch and moan again.  A place to put these thoughts.  ALL this angst!

Hey Blog,

Long time no see, write, share, blab, vent.

Friday night, classic angst.  More to do always, regrets about what wasn't finished. 

Sad George Michael song playing makes me think about Sue, and all the sadness and grief rushes back. 

What to do with her ashes?  How to memorialize her on her birthday/?  What is facebook and instagram anymore?  I post stuff and it gets buried under all the other stuff.  Nobody sees it.  Feeling invisible lately.

Just posted a sale, and instagram shows it to nobody.  How do they know what it is?  They are just trying to get me to buy ads.  to promote it.  How do other people do it?  such a mystery to me.  HOW TO SELL ONLINE ? ? ?  It eludes me.

Emma is up and down on the floor, just like remi was before her.  Anxious to get me going.  We are off to Great Falls in a minute.  Friday is the new saturday.  Easier all around.  Or at least it was when traffic was dead.  I have a feeling tonight may be different.  But it's a good time to go when it's not so hot.

Life is rough!  Not a good year.  ups and downs.  Lots of anxiety.  And obsession with the news.  I tell myself to stay positive.  Will be so glad when taxes are done (4 days?)  Happy to have teeth sort of resolved.  So much fear.

Its friday, and for now that is all behind.  Great Falls will be a good chance to feel free, and enjoy Emma and the woods.

Cleaned up the studio today - long overdue. 

I have a fantasy of going through everything and getting rid of 85% - all stuff I don't interact with at all and just store.  We'll see. 

I wish getting rid of things was easier.  I have these old signs I printed for shows, with contact info and prices.  Even those I can't seem to toss.  Well maybe I'll need them in the future I tell myself.  Ugh - we are our own worst enemy to progress.

Anyway, the air is kind of warm, and I'm sitting here in my (mostly) clean studio, and was instantly reminded of the ladder swing in the the basement with an old mattress underneath, swinging to records with Sue after cleaning up the basement (involuntarily!!!!).  Always felt good - the clean space, and the feeling of accomplishment. 

I remember, Sue.