Out of gas after walking emma in the heat!  yikes, it's hot and muggy.  Deep July

City quiet, not much happening.  Emails not coming in, texts lag.  Typical feeling of being out of the loop, and vacation jealousy.  All hyped up over cars and puppies earlier in the week, but that energy has dissipated.  Bummer.

FINALLY, FINALLY got prints to the wharf after days of delays.  Actually thought I could bring some last friday.  Today wednesday and I finally did.  Takes me so long to finish all the details.  ugh.  angst.  Had an ok sales july.  Always need to stay positive with Shop Made.

So that big project is done, and other little nagging ones too.  Got hats today and am anxious to get Hex to try and sew.  Otherwise, the tailor.  This whole thing - WTF?  Another distraction. Hopefully I can sell them all eventually.  More patches on the way.  Great Dave.

My miniscule sales effort went nowhere.  I guess IG DM's are not the way to go.

WOW - so down on everything right not.  Probably best to sign off, cheer up, and call it a day.

 Crazy week full of highs and lows.  Tired and exhausted to perfectly fine and normal.  Struggling with printing, to printing with ease.  IT's all so strange.

Got prints to union market, and flubbed on Wharf.  After the big push wednesday-Thursday, I flubbed.  They just take so much time, I feel like Im running backwards.

Struggles with Emma too, but maybe hopefully better now.

Postcards came in, and they are great, really like,

hat came in, and sewn too high.  ugh, I will get this right.  Patch is big.  Waiting on next one, probably next week or into following.

Shocked to think July half over.  It really speeds by.  Anxious for parking tickets resolve, RCN resolve, some sort of time off, and productive printing!

 

 Ugh day, after ok weekend.  Poor emma kept us on our toes with her stomach.  Seems to be on a good path now.  Fingers crossed.

Sunday was another lie around day.  My jaw and teeth started really bothering me.  Such a drag, and all body interruption.

Working on prints this week, and struggled to make ground today.  All just seems overwhelming.  Im so behind.  Not the best mental day.

In the shower I had the strange sensation of not knowing what reality I was in.  What year.  Reminded me of Diane scene from Twin Peaks.  Such an indelible scene.

Got cards ordered, which was a major accomplishment.  Now home to Hex

 

 Interesting, universe.

Nice things said from Cord and RoRo Johnson, just when I needed it.  A nice boost.

Printed scooter today in new colors, and messed up a bit but muting the yellow.  Thought about taking corrective measures (haha), but probably a lost cause here.  Like it though, a good direction.

Got stuck on July postcard, but think I have resolved.  Always a journey.  haha.

Emma doing better (seems) Great.

Made a list, but completed practically nothing.  trip to g town just gets pushed back endlessly.  Nuts.

THREADS launched  - interested in the future of that, and everything.  So much is unstable.  Want stability!

 Singapore readers - if you are out there /  

 

When I check stats for the blog I see thousands reading from Singapore.  Is this true?  How are you finding this blog?  Google stats tell me nothing, and I have a hard time believing it.

Please email me dave@branddave.com if you can give me any insight.

thank you

 Super incredibly typical 4th of July with one of us sick --- Emma.  I took her to Dumbarton on Sunday, and sure enough she ate something, and is stomach sick.  Poor baby.  Restless nights where she wants to roam the streets, eat grass, and drive us nuts.  Hoping she recovers soon, for all our sakes.

Tried to drive out to Bill and Lees for BBQ, but streets were blocked, so we Metro's instead.  A nice day, and time with them.  I had my classic return home to the dark, cold apt in the middle of a summer afternoon, which is so familiar and comforting.

Ok day today back to work.  Got more cards processed, and prints ordered, screens cleaned.  Issue with SM resolved??  I sure hope so, what a relief.

Goal is to print print print, but I AM SO SLUGGISH.  Long convo with Richelle left me drained (in a good way), so maybe tomorrow will be more printy.  Still need to do drops in GTOWN and Buzz.  Never-ending drops!

 Emma sick-ish, and it's upset the balance of the already off balance day.  A monday before July 4th.  A pocket of a day. A strange holiday eve where things are up and running and open, but off. This whole week will be like that, just you watch!

The weekend was spent mostly at the studio working piss-ally.  Took Emma to Dumbarton yesterday just as it started to rain.  We hung in the tennis court pergola until it slowed, and had a fun time in the rain/sun.  She must have gotten into something.  Fine afterward, but lots of upset overnight eating grass and cvomiting and just being overall unsettled.  Poor Hex, even more so than poor Emma.  Seems better today, but not 100%.  Maybe 82%

I have a long list of to do's, but just plodded along as usual.  Stalling on my trip to SM GTOWN.  Unsure of my drop-off.  Still sweating email sent to WHARF.  Ugh.  Regret is a terrible thing.

Got shipping notice for patches, from CHINA !  That surprised me.  Hope I like them.  As usual, I'm already like; why did I get these?? How ill I sell these!  I really hope I like them.  Nervous about a thick border, and the puff material.  And the thread colors.  Proof is so AI generated.  So interested to see if the real patch matches.

 Catch up day for branddave, which makes it weird!  July 4th came on quick, it always does.  You are just humming along in June and then all of a sudden there is the end of the month, the holiday, the evacuation of the city, and a vacuum of feelings.

Ran around Friday after typically spending the week not working hard enough, so all my projects could be accomplished before the weekend.  I always set my self up to fail somehow - stall, then run out of time, tell myself I have no choice to make compromises BECAUSE of time, and then feel guilty about it all afterward.  An endless cycle. I do it ALL the time.

Anyway. Got a lot done today (Saturday) that needed to get done.  Cards folded, shirts made.  Rushed out to Wharf last night late, and dropped the small # of prints I had made, and all the cards that sat here for a week waiting for the prints.  Of course, the trip played with my head, because when I got there the store was reorganized (good) but I was still grouped with pet products (bad).  Set me on a sour course! 

Frustrated before bed, I knew it was best to email then, and get it out of my head.  Maybe a little harsh, but so frustrated with this whole thing, ever since Steven.  UGH.

Anyway, hex off to the flea market, and tennis with Bill, so I was on my own, and feeling blue towards the end of the day.  I always feel like this on holiday.  Sorry for myself for not having the social life I envision.  And feeling stuck in a rut of home work emma tv.  

Anyway, low blood sugar leads to a low mood.  Here I am at the studio, saturday night, in my feelings.  Time to go home.