a moment in time

i mark your words down in red

my seedlings dont need your water

rain is the day,
that nobody wants to see.

it slips and spits,
but never comes backs down.

it turns and tits
around thick mitts

my rain is better
everybody knows.

that is why
the celery grows! (deep)

Make no mistake,
my rain will fly (hard)
then you will see--

I have made my mark.

dam si mad a

dear dave sitting at Georgetown starbucks, taking a short break. pineapple and coffee always reminds me of my bermuda adventure. Going through work detox. its weird to be done, and not to have that to focus on. Resolution has not come, but it will, and I will move on to different/better things. shopping is slow. What to give jim and jar?? I'm still undecided, and there is no more time. I think I will bluff. I feel blah, like a blank slate. Spent. and dreading going back to work if I dont somehow get to recharge. Christmas can be just as stressful. jingle bells

martin got lost (again)

needy

dear dave
life is stressful, but I always have hx to hug. Difficult past few days - but today, floodgates opened (thank god/peter murphy) was able to draw everything I wanted to. I feel so much better. But there are still very dark clouds in the sky, that I cant ignore or avoid. Tomorrow will be a big test. keep going.

I am so upset, but dont know how to help.

marching past midnight
claire (the rabbit)
speaks to nobody about her move.

She is scared of the goldfish
around every corner.

One day,
the old man will say:
"I am tired of this-you must do that not now."

Until then
she will shop for that elusive white boys shirt
4 blocks around the city
dirty teeth and all.

fall down here

bloody mouth

fuzzy lost

pt x

to remember

the yodel
first snow
remi on the comforter
skimpy outfits
little coffee portions
starbucks christmas decorations
abercrombie cologne spraying on shirts
coffee tequila fresca white wine tea
walking remi down the alley
botched birthday (butter) cake