words have meaning

dear dave
talking in code has become hard, and sort of tedious. Lots of things from today to record and remember. And to vomit out. But I can't here. I will just note that its mothers day, and we had hamburgers at Johns. Planted 2 sunzillas at jimmy's house. I ripped them apart at the roots (how symbolic) so I dont know if they will survive the trauma. Also cut down the redbud in the side yard. Quietly died this winter. A billion little sticks to pick up from the grass. Made me think of the little gifts left in Blair Witch.
Big day for Jimmy tomorrow. 16 drinks. gross.

was glad I was there for sue today. you are ok, and you are worth it.