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dear dave

I can't decide if I should paint my cabinet, or strip it. Lately I have been so wishy washy. It feels frustrating and limiting. I much prefer feeling more confident about initial ideas.

I just want to keep all the great character. If I paint it, I will loose that. I will cover it all up. But if I strip it, will it turn out ok? Will it be too dark? Will it take too much effort?

Either way, I love it as is, and am so glad I dragged it all the way here, and took off the extra molding. Im obsessed about tearing apart the other larger one. I want those internal pieces. But it will have to be a massacre to get to them. A bloody scene.

I know I will do it, because its in my head - along with everything else.