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dear dave,

another weird week.  they stack up.  It's cloudy and muggy and vacationey.  The city is on pause until after the holiday - but actually until September.  Sleepy summer has settled in.

Feeling lots of angst concerning Jimmy.  I'm so concerned for her, and just feel weighted down by worry.  I wish I could let it go - things will work out and be ok, but I just feel so focused on her upset, and I can't shake it off.  She comes home tomorrow.  I pray she can recover.

I made it through June ok.  She had her surgery, I got Dolcezza hung, and continue on with projects.  I just have to stay positive, and fight this shitty feeling.  Let go of the idea that I have any control over what happens, take a deep breath, and continue on.