Wednesday, March 31, 2021

 Day 2 of the resurrection.

Really dreary and dismal day, steady rain and gloom.  Drains the life right out of you.  Worked on some graphics for SHOPMADE then trying to make progress on printing.


My clothes are damp, my head is foggy, and I just want to go home.  But I've resolved to continue on for a few more hours to get the LOGO shirts I'm printing finished.  And to at least start on the teamwork print.  Make some headway.

I'm really putting off card designing.  I don't know what the block is?  To order more?  

 I guess I'm just down on my skills, or I'm muddled on what to do, or who they are for.  A continuing crisis of confidence.  You would think that after all these years doing this, I would have insight.  But I don't, or I don't think I do.  Always questioning what people will like vs what I want to do.  Or what is good?  It's so hard when you are working on your own.  To get direction.  I have people thru the years that have been in that role.  Tom, Amy, Buzz, trohv, Shopmade, Hallmark, etc.  

 I have been through a lot of cycles like this.  I make new cards, think they are great, and they sort of flop.  or kind of flop.  And then I lose confidence.  Why did I like them? Why did I think they would sell?

 It ALWAYS comes down to this > keep trying.  


I don't know...

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