Horrified, dumbfounded, angry, shocked, scared, sad, worried, exhausted - - Harris lost the election.  

I cannot believe it, and life will never be the same.  The country has destroyed itself.  It's just a matter of time.  

Where Hex and I will be 4 years from now - all unknowable of course.  This will change everything.  Work, friendships, family, everything.  Right now I'm just doing my best to keep my head and body healthy, and let time work it's majc, and help me absorb the shock.

It's a new reality, again.