struggle

frustration

anxiety

not such a great day (so far).  TOO much ice coffee and not enough email, from ... about ...  NOW.

it's been 10 days, and the anticipation IS KILLING ME  All I want to do is S C R E A M, but

STARVED for content and distraction.  My work is so constipated and stymied.  Things need to resolve.  people need to get back to me, I need to progress and grow and move.

how can I push this forward without being the one to push this forward?