Wednesday, July 2, 2025

Strange days continue !!!

Are there no consequences after all?  I'm asking existentially and personally :

The world (govt) is so fucked up.  The courts, congress, the DOJ, etc.  How will this all not tumble down??  It's just so strange.  We bomb a country, and it's just "whatever".  It's so incredibly bizarre and hard to absorb and make sense of.

Same with me.  I waste time, I don't do my to-do list, I stall, and make excuses.  But it never really takes on meaning or consequence, and yet it's my SOLE focus (and fear) to be honest.  What I am doing will crush me, destroy me.  But it won't, it doesn't.  (Thank God my "self-destructive" is not so destructive like: drugs, gambling, addiction, affairs, embezzlement, haha etc.)   

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Worked on no park print, and Remy micro.  Remy micro keeps getting messed up with the white layer, so maybe, hopefully, a night of drying will improve the situation.  Fingers crossed!  

Got a request for more prints from G-Town.  Always nice!  But sent me on a spiral of "Let's drop everything I'm doing and work on that"  That can't/shouldn't happen.  Ugh - major project stalled... I keep wanting to put it off!!

Anyway, sold cart!  And shoe rack! So that's nice.  More crap out the door.  Next up:backpack and folding desk! 

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