89

catfish not

morning is the time,
rating the tv.
aren't you BRAD worth it-
you be the judge.

salty sticks licks nicks
mine also still...
say my name in spanish
and I'll do all the talkin'

to love

coffee
paws (kim)
the new purple
cardboard
ebony pencils
watering cans
pulleys
english toffee
crisp mornings in the alley(sean there?!)
scarves
paint smell
creeky wood floors
old office equipment
dark at 5
novelty erasers
gym showers
no socks

highjacked (again)

it's alright

dear dave,
much progress printing saturdays. Feel in a groove. maybe because becky is not around? I think its because there are fewer people - so I can concentrate better. Fun day saturday. added more drawings into my print, and like how it is progressing. Planning to have it for sale, we'll see.

Would love to do the portfolio again, but I think time is too much of an issue. I will drop it.

Very inspired by the weather, my mood, colors, good wood, my iphone, photography, urban outfitters 80's groove, teal and magenta checkers and stripes, plants, birds, newsprint, pet shop boys, and the feeling of freedom I now have. THe world is mine, and I feel it.

I feel like I did in the early 90's, post graduation. In my white bedroom, making mobiles and videos on my little macintosh. Or living on Q st. with cord, thinking about Joe...the past is present, and the present is past. All is ahead and behind, right now. I really truely feel alive.

Nice time out with rem - at rock creek. Crunchy leaves.

Terrific time with Cheryl and sam, then Barb. So nice to get back in touch, and have no time pass. A foundation friendship. I feel loved, and cared for, and understood. It feels terrific.

reno gets muddy

$10 dollar bill sits on the counter

dear dave,
alot of progress on prints. worked for a long time with megan on Saturday. Having fun. Worried about making a big mess. Know when to say when.
Loved working on Birds late Friday. Have interesting plans for them. Need to set out goals, and stick to them. portfolio? I think I should. Enjoying art. Need to stay disciplined and focused. So Many distractions. Big plans fizzle. Don't let that happen.

on steps

this is hard, but it will work out. you and i both know what needs to be said and done. and that will be that. the rooster will crow, michael will get his new bike, elise will learn a language, and i will be free. just dont fuck it up, because the birds are in no mood to party. no mood indeed.

here I am in bed, in chile

afraid of the next day, and what to eat, and rafting. all ahead. all so exciting. I have to look at this year as the same. Exciting and new. The future is a huge question mark, but IT WILL WORK OUT. It always does. i am blessed. I am blessed.

AUGUST 23, 2007 1:05 pm great falls "meadow" path

in this moment - I am loved

random list found in my old spiral notebook

happy wedding


its our anniversary


engaged


with deepest sympathy


thank you

and baby makes 3

your perfect together.


Thinking of you


Someone is thinking about you- me!

miss you

these are a few of my favorite things

done

random porny pictures

thanks erin

dear dave,
erin forced an energy drink on me, and my mind is whirling. but i have no place to put it.
michael driving.
cliff swimming.
hx working.
jimmy hosting.
remi drinking.
kim returning.
dave wasting. time.
maybe i'll wash my vans.

eye candy

fill er up

running into three
makes room for sick
where is tire
I think you said glass

my umbrella is stuck
but the rain wont come

damn your a dick
and an asshole too.

baby steps

dear dave
new excitement is in the warm, humid air. POSSIBILITY! excited about branddave again, being creative, and free. Working on website with cord (new homepage - new text, new art) and signed up for FALL printmaking. Out of the conflict, and into the fresh air. The positive.
excited to be be expressive, and to push out all this positive energy that has been building up inside of me. Looking at art in new ways, and feeling very clear about people - and desires. Focused. So oprah.

Here's to happiness and hope, and possiblity, and freedom.

harvest