dear dave,
long time no post. The end of the week was rough. i don't know - was the moon in a new phase, pollen bad, tides changed?? Nothing was good (in my head). I felt so down on myself (and the people around me) Everything felt shitty.
March came in with a roar and went out with a whimper. I was getting constant positive feedback, starting new projects, selling prints, and planning new installations and ramping up for FAB sale.
Then I finished projects, stopped selling prints, installed BUZZ, and cancelled FAB(more about that later).
(That's the sound of crickets you hear) Everything seemed to grind to a halt.
Of course I'm being over dramatic. But everything just seemed to suck late last week. I LOVED meeting and shooting Jason, and started a new print saturday. Yesterday wasn't all that bad. And it's sunny today. And I finally got some long outstanding checks.
I need to be hopeful, and just ride the wave. HA- so easy to say when I'm sitting here feeling better, coffee in hand, fun few days ahead. Moods are so fleeting. I am just really really lucky that the dark clouds of depression don't last long.
Really lucky.
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