Feeling better hourly / daily.  The shock is dissipating, which I'm thankful for.  But -- what does the future hold??????  And HOW????????? could people actually fucking vote for him?????????  i still can't wrap my head around it.

Sometimes I get this idea that I've been conditioned by relentless bad press, maybe manipulated into thinking he is such a monster.  Then I realize NO, HE REALLY IS A MONSTER.  But the brain has a way of coping, and we are sooooooooooooooo able to change our attention in 2016.  It's like a self-healing mechanism.   What was so unthinkable Tuesday is now reality, and we have to face it and deal with it.

Remi doing better.  I LOVE LOVE LOVE having her at the studio with me.