ENORMOUS

HUGE

MONUMENTAL

BIG

LARGE

NEWS - WE GOT ECHO, AUGUST 12,203, EXACTLY 6 YEARS AFTER GETTING EMMA.

SHE IS GOLD

I AM SO HAPPY!

SUNDAY ROUGH DAY ABSORBING THE SHOCK OF IT ALL.  HEX AND I WENT OUT TO BELQUEST SATURDAY.  SOMEHOW I GOT TO AGREE TO THAT, BUT HAD NO IDEA WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.  WE SAW FIRST PUPPY, AND SHE WAS AN ABSOLUTE TERROR, JUMPING ALL OVER US AND GENERALLY JUST ACTING CRAZY HYPER.  I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, OH NO, THIS MAY NOT WORK OUT.

SECOND PUPPY CAME OUT, AND BOOOOOOOOM, SHE WAS JUST PERFECT.  NOT JUMPING, CALM AND SWEET.  LOVEY DOVEY.  

I KNEW WHAT I WANTED, BUT DID I REALLY???????  IT WAS AN OVERWHELMING FEELING SITTING THERE WITH HEX, TRYING TO ACCESS HOW HE FELT, AND HOW I FELT.  WAS THIS A GOOD IDEA?  CAN WE REALLY JUST PICK UP A PUPPY AND CHANGE OUR LIVES FOREVER??

I HESITATED FOR A WHILE, AND HEX SEEMED TO WAIVER.  WE ASKED TO SEE ANOTHER OLDER PUPPY, WHO WAS ALSO A NIGHTMARE.

FINALLY, THE GROUND SHIFTED, WE WERE IN HESITANT AGREEMENT, WE BOUGHT HER, LOADED UP IN THE CAR, AND DROVE OFF.

 

THE REST WILL BE HISTORY.  I HAVE WANTED THIS FOR AT LEAST 5 YEARS, AND GOT IT.  I'm SO HAPPY.  It's A NEW PATH, A NEW CHAPTER, ALL THE METAPHORS.  A NEW WAY TO THINK AND LIVE.  I'm READY FOR IT!  I WANT IT.  THE PAST IS PAST. EVERYTHING IS NEW AND POSITIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!