dear dave

late start. I miss my coffee. Now that Im here, I want it (after deciding water was the better route today)

went to gym then went to UO. they have $24 t-shirts that I said NO to, and got a blank $14 one instead. Still seems out of whack.

Things are changing in my head, and I don't like the direction they are going. I want to whack myself out of it, but it's never that easy. This is a longer term issue. I'm just afraid I don't have the stuff to solve it.

In the end, it's always fear that trips me up.