dear dave

Feel sort of locked up over the past few days. Other considerations have been on my mind. What to do about this and that? All these what-ifs and worries. I don't feel over it, but I want to be.

It's tuesday afternoon, and I'm not feeling so creative. Went for a walk to the bookstore, and that overwhelmed me. Lots of great new ads, and terrific editorials. The Debbie Downer in me sees them differently now though, like they are last gasps. Nobody wants what they have to sell. Or that is all the news lately. Magazines going down. Clothing lines going down. Stores going down. Where is the bottom?

I feel stuck in this mindset. I scold myself - BE POSITIVE, but my head creeps back into this space.