haha-

what a crazy anxious double reversal of a morning. I have not been on a straight path.

Cant see you today / maybe I'll have time for you. (sue)

See you at 11! / you're late, that pisses me off / oh your not showing up at all - great. (all for the best, Keenan)

This ice coffee sucks, I want a new one / Another cup from the same pitcher? ok / still sucks but for some reason I take it, even more angry (starbucks)

Ok, writing these out makes them all sound so dumb. But all I feel is uptight and unsure.

BLAH