mixed bag

dear dave,
there are somethings we just shouldn't know and think about. It corrupts us. Just like lex on smallville, I too have maybe gone too far.
Mixed results working today. Prepared planks, and sort of prepared artwork, but Im scared it will all work out bad. Maybe its just stupid fear. I was feeling very overwhelmed with all that I expected to accomplish. Very much like the boy in the flying machine book. Maybe I am delusional. Or maybe / hopefully not.
The poster is percolating. An exciting idea has now sort of faded. I still think its a good idea, but the fear. The fear.

Not sure why I feel so drained. I wish I felt more energized. I need to feel more energized.