dear dave

A lot of anxiety today, about the future. Confidence comes and goes. Lately I'm not feeling it. I would prefer not to mention it, but then this wouldn't be a very honest blog - would it?

Thinking about that today in the shower, how censored I am. I guess that's OK. i don't want to hurt anybody here - and since I have no idea who's actually reading, I want to stay pretty neutral.

Anyway, feeling very unsure about what I'm doing, and horribly unmotivated. I need some momentum. ALWAYS feel this way in January. MUST-FIGHT-THIS-FEELING.

Resolved:
eat better
actually exercise
start lifting again
get some new clothes
be there for Jimmy
get finances sorted out
work harder