dear dave,

today I resolved to work on TAXES. So far I have gotten as far as putting my W2 and forms in the filing cabinet at work. Baby steps.

Haircuts and t-shirts are more important.

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I just went on MAJORS blog, and found photographs that I myself intended to take last night. Unsettling and frustrating. These are the exact kind of pictures I envision myself taking. I wish it had worked out, but maybe it still will. I WANT TO DO THIS. This is what I want to do. I'm laying down a marker. RRRRR. I'm frustrated. How am I different? I guess there is no answer. I just want to work on this. (I've really worked myself up)

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Jesse goes back on Sunday. I will have to take more video of her. She has become my muse!