Thursday, June 29, 2023

(((3rd post in a row!!!!!!))))

 Quick post:  Hex and pizza waiting for me at home!


Ok day - really happy with the direction I took on prints with new colors, away from black!  Started with "COFFEE" print months ago, and I'm so happy I figured this out.  Kinder, Gentler look, more 2023 ?  Most importantly -- away from the black+gray+BROWN rut I've been stuck in for so long. 


Emma got her boosters at HRA, glad to be finished!  $30 more, which was funny/surprising.


Failed to get all accomplished print wise, for WHARF and UNION MARKET, but like I always feel/say - the creative aspect is most important.  As long as I'm happy with the work I'm doing.  A luxury, I know.  For sure!

Wednesday, June 28, 2023

 Wow - second consecutive day of blogging!  Maybe I can do a third and so on.


Just back from the steam.  Lonely gym, I miss the old one.  This gym just has no community like that one.  No life and energy.  Hoping that comes back when it reopens.

Weird day - every day is weird.  Call that car was ready threw me off, but in a good way.  Wish I was prepared to hit Buzz, because that would have been perfect.  Car looks great, and so happy they fixed the window.  Side a little strange, but must be my imagination.  GLAD It's ALL ACCOMPLISHED!!

Big job was to start my massive flow of printing, but it started with a Peter.  Made marginal progress with screens, but overwhelmed by all I need to do.  Finally, ordered envelopes and boards.  Finally.


LOTS TO DO, and Im so stalled and distracted.  Buy glasses, non puppy, non trip, news, computer, video, twitter, etc.  All typical, but feels like I can't control myself.  Maybe the blog will help.  Writing it down.  Maybe.


SUE died 5 years ago today.  That probably was in the back of mind too.  in my cells, and my subconscious.  poor Sue.

Tuesday, June 27, 2023

 Every day is a weird day.  Maybe since Nov '16, or maybe it always was?

Sitting here at the studio waiting to "frame" a print I spent waaaaay too much time printing today.  I wanted it to be perfect, and it really was an easy thing to do, but I tend to just drag everything out.  I have no discipline, or self-control, or both.  I take multiple breaks, and time just putters away.


But it turned out really great, so in the end, I have to feel satisfaction.

I got the AC cord for the video camera, to at least VIEW all my old DV tapes.  Started watching them, and it became tedious.  Haha, the 2000 tech and a "23 attention span.  A tiny sputtering screen and lag rewind and fast-forward.  

 Spent some time switching out tapes, getting a little bored with my mostly boring tapes, and then sure enough, the camera started to malfunction, and would no longer load tapes.  Ugh.  Of course.  So now the AC cord gets returned, and I do nothing.  Unless I bite the bullet and get them converted.  So glad I didn't spend the plan B money on all the computer cords, since the camera would have broken (probably) anyway.

The whole "project" reminds me of "videos" (((coded language))).  The excitement and anticipation, going to the store, watching them, and immediately wanting to ride myself of them, and the memory of even having them.  It was always so cleansing dropping them back off, as if the whole enterprise never occurred.  Well, this misadventure is similar in that I want to return the $13 cord, get my refund, and pretend the whole thing never happened.

All this nostalgia lately.  Cant decide if it's good or bad.  Or just another distraction.  Love my old watch (with new $3 battery), but just realized the impetus for it "watching" my computer yesterday.  Robert R.  Haha, that is so crazy and funny and subconscious!  I thought it was trying on Cords at the Apple store.  Dave, you interesting creature!

POURING rain outside.  Thought there would be a massive storm yesterday, but it never came.  Waling to work past week while car dent is being fixed.  Anxious to get it back!  The Mini Cooper angst is interesting.  The heart wants what it wants (Echo)


In the back of my mind, I think that dude for Alyson Adventures will email back with an offer I can't refuse for a trip on 12th.  Well see.  Maybe if I manifest it.

Friday, June 23, 2023

 Weeks later, and here I am returning to the blog.  I come and go. Well, here I am.


Friday night, and I'm waiting for Hex to finish at the Dr office.  Fun coffee with Cheryl this morning, which always puts me in a good mood.  Not much work progress lately.  It's crazy, I'm just puttering along on personal things, and the days go by.  I do some work, but it's - I don't know - crazy how much I'm putting things off.


Picked out glasses, and am excited to have them to try out.  Spent lots of $, but that's ok.  Contracts are still a work in progress, that's why I'm so anxious to try the glasses.  We'll see.


Drawing again after a while and that's nice.


Car in shop for dent (ugh, what a MAJOR pain in the ass this has all been), so walking with Emma. Ok I guess, but ugh


Emma anxious, so I guess I will leave now.  ADDICTED to my computer with all the news flowing.  Russia, J6, and everything else.

Monday, May 15, 2023

 Bonkers day worried about money going out - taxes, car repair, visa bill, health insurance.  A storm of outflow that has me shaken.  


At the same time, $$ in from Bill.  But somehow that is different $, that I can't touch, and didn't earn, and I just sort of discount.  It's really bizarre.


Feeling shitty about (branddave) things lately.  So negative, and lazy, and directionless.  I had wind in my sails after WHARF friday, but here I am Monday, paralyzed and muddled and worried.  I'm always worried.  Worry is a constant.


THINGS ALWAYS WORK OUT.  NOTHING IS WORSE THAN It's EVER BEEN.  I just can't seem to help myself.  Ugh.


Finished up TAME TILL PROVOKED, and having a devil of a time getting them glued and stained.  Trying to recycle wood, and use up the (dry) glue that I have, and it all just is extra effort and frustration.  I have painted over mistakes on the print surface 10,000 times. Ink, dirt, stain.  Its just a sponge magnet for my mistakes.  


Hoping to find THE PERFECT box to ship it in.  Other 2 go to shopmade, which is a whole other can of worms.  Refreshed the sales report (for April 23) a million times throughout the day, but it was never posted.  It should be posted.  Its so maddening and frustrating.

Same with carefirst.  Policy is displayed, then voided, then disappears altogether.  And their CONTANCT portal is SHIT.  WTF???  It is just a mountain of frustration and wasted energy of concern.  I hate it.

Wednesday, May 3, 2023

 Wednesday today -


Trying to get thru some reprints, but it is slow-going.  Stressed because one is a duplicate of something I printed in 2014, and it's for the same person.  Hard to make an exact copy of something.  Had lots of screen making issues.  Hope they resolve easily.  Was super scared that my light table was suddenly malfunctioning.  What would I do??

Promising correspondence for SM.  That's good.

Monday, May 1, 2023

 up down up down up down


1st of the months always stress me out - $$$$$ goes out, and I'm forced to face the fact that not enough $$$$ is coming in.  I hem and haw all day, then finally make all my payments, resolve to try harder, resolve to work smarter, and resolved to get back on track again.

Monday 1st of the months really suck.  Today is Monday.


i spent all weekend down on myself for not getting to Georgetown on FRIDAY with the cards and prints I had prepared. I'll go Saturday!  I didn't.  I'll go Sunday, I didn't.  Finally, I'll go Monday morning - I did not.  Worked on the prints that were stragglers, finished them, and finally set off to go.  


It was a good and nutritious trip,  They are always excited to see me, and it puts some bounce in my step and fire under my ass to do all the things I resolved above.  F E E D B A C K ! ! !  It's always this thing I crave, and forget that I'm not getting enough, to my detriment.

So - time to go home.  Another day tomorrow.

Monday, April 24, 2023

 7:04pm and I need to go to the gym and I never want to, ever.


Ok day. Late start because of parking restrictions.  Got some shirts made, and FOUND positives from Corcoran days, to print reprints this week.  Heard from G Town and they need more prints, which always is nice to hear.


Distracted by twitter, which is normal.  Made apt with JM for tomorrow, which is always nice to look forward to.


Now must go to gym

Friday, April 21, 2023


 

This split in 2 after I hammered the hanger on back.  I glued it to back together, and now I consider it special

 Another day, another post.  Let's see if I can keep this going.

Finished up printing and shipping a few reprints, and then went to SM union Market last minute after lots of hemming and hawing about how to logistically get all these diddly things to 4 separate shopmades.  Finally decided to forgo GTOWN and hit union market.  


Got screwed out of at least $4 on metro, boo!  Got there quickly and discovered 9without surprise) that they practically needed no cards, the rack was pretty full.  And not with the B designs, either.  Depressing part is that last drop off was JAN 2!  Yikes, sales there are just terrible.  Disheartening to see the print stragglers that I never can seem to refresh, and the cards in the furthermost corner of the store, hidden away.  UGH.


I ended up taking back about 40 cards (not dropping them off) and emailed Becca with a plea to move the rack to the main store.  Hope she is willing.  Walking back from the metro I had the familiar misgivings and frustrations.  Maybe I should just talk all out!  I always get so discouraged by that location.  Then I end up doing nothing.

Well - I must get more engaged. And stay positive. 

Thursday, April 20, 2023

 Time to come Home to the blog and check in.   

It's been a tumultuous month getting sick with a bad cold, and having a very very slow recovery.  I always trick myself into thinking life was golden BEFORE I got sick, but the truth is I was at 75% probably, so getting sick just set me back.  Anyway, having low energy and anxiety and losing days to sleeping just makes EVERYTHING worse and hard to come back TO.

Got through taxes this week.  Got through commissions awhile ago, and got Pixies tees out.  So I have accomplished something.  There is just always a pile not being attended to at all, and that is just how I like to live apparently.  The never ending to do list with the same to dos.  Somehow I will get to them, or just decide I'm not doing them.

Feeling down about work (lately) but was SUPER creative a few weeks ago, and still am sort of.  Ideas were pouring out and I couldn't keep up.  Such a great feeling, to be creative, and to feel happy with myself. 

Anyway, the solution to all my problems is ALWAYS to stay positive, and keep trying.  So here I am, writing again on my blog, hoping it's a positive step towards checking in with myself, recording my feelings, being honest, and moving forward, creatively and with purpose.

Thursday, January 26, 2023


 

 Sad few days with Hexy, and his mother's passing.  Work has taken a back seat - really all of January.  The funeral was yesterday, and today felt like Monday again (it's Thursday)


As much as I told Becky and Megan - I'm happy!  I'm over the grief of last year! It all came rushing back.  So things went in a different direction this past week.


Anyway, back to work today, and made more baby steps.  Finally printed the Huggy Bunny on paper that seemed to be something I just always wanted to put off, but held up screen cleaning and forward momentum on other printing.  Worked out well, especially on the off-white construction paper.  So of course when I went back to print a second batch of extras, I screwed up the registration.  SO TYPICAL!


Went to Home Depot this morning and got wood for commission, but then did nothing with it today.


Working at a snails pace.  That seems to be January.

Monday, January 23, 2023

 deardave,

Today it came in strong > the January blahs!  I finished shirts for Pixies, valentines, postcards, and deadlined commission.  I looked at twitter and FB and all the rest.  I did everything my little brain knows to do to AVOID the work that I've been putting off since Christmas, and then there I was, no distractions, no easy bulky projects, just the stuff that I now HAVE to do, and just don't want to.  Ha - it's a sad and brutal moment!

 

The only way is THROUGH, so I made some microscopic progress forging ahead.  January is always like this.  All I want to do is play and hibernate and PUT OFF.  It's just dumb.  I should just take the whole month off and travel.  Maybe (probably) I just need to recharge and regroup.  Instead, I come into the studio and waste time doing not much, hemming and hawing about all that I have to do.

 

ANYWAY!!  January.  Cold today, but ok weather.  Coming off some fun days with friends, and a terrific massage with Jeff.  All is really good, my mood has been buoyant.  Just today I was struck with getting in gear.

 

Mad that my clings were lost / stolen over the weekend.  Hopefully can get them replaced.  Not so happy with my Rainbow dog version.  Sometimes so frustrated with my design decisions.  I only have myself to blame.  Should have done the cut-out.

 

Saturday, December 31, 2022

 the year in pictures

2017 year in pics
2018 year in pics

2019 year in pics

2020 year in pics

2021 year in pics










Coffee on Scott circle (wawa) summer with Hex

Dog Days 22



Flesh colored papers - Love


Hexy's Charm mobile

Arts on the Ave Nov 22 (raindate)

DOG days on 14th St August


JDI HOLIDAY 2022


famous KAREN tote !

2023 Wrap-Up

Time to talk about the year - all the goods and bads!

It felt a lot like 2021 - trying to get out of covid and back to our new normal.  

 Spring was sucky, grieving Jimmy, losing the house, and just general malaise.  I can’t remember many highlights - except the postcard club!  That was a really fun project to start - fun to be making postcards regularly, and to have somewhere to “put” them!  But as the year went on, I had a hard time figuring out how to expand it.  

 After my initial burst of marketing, I couldn’t (and didn’t) figure out how to get more people to subscribe.  Instagram and Facebook have become much more difficult to break through.  Post just don't go out like they did before, so many fewer people see what I post now.  And even that is just a post, a millisecond of somebodies attention, and really hard to convert that into action.  I WISH I KNEW THE SECRET recipe!!  It’s been so elusive, and discouraging.  

My posting has tapered off a lot.  For a long time I was posting daily, sometimes multiple things.  But Nov, Dec that totally tapered off.  Then “stories” seemed to get more traction than posts, and for a second “reels”.  Anyway, ALL THIS TO SAY, marketing for branddave is always an issue.

Let’s see, summer just turned to fall, which became more busy.  Ha, I really can’t think of many highlights without looking back at the blog.  

We got Covid (mild) in June, and just bettered along.  Feeling down and anxious and without much direction.  Dog days was good, we did our standard setup near 14 / R, and I made lot and lots of totes in multi colors.  That was really fun, because I felt free to be creative and just put whatever nutty design I could think of on them.  And the colors made them fun.  

Continued with my pixelated black and white prints, which I started Fall 21 for Arts on the Ave.  That has been a lot of fun, and I have gotten better at printing them in bulk (in stacks) rather the ridiculous and insane method of one-by-one (and clean screen between) method I was doing before.  Oh, also started making more dye cut stickers, which has been fun.  Rainbow dog and cat.  Stickermule proved to be stupid expensive, so when I made the leap to other companies, I was much happier.

Anyway, made a bunch of totes for dog days and sold out, then a few batches for Pixie, and 80 or so for Arts on the Avenue which also basically sold out.  Haha, huge misstep was Patsy Baloney design.  Turned out that was not at all universal, like I thought.
 

Shirt fabric, cut and color!!  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ! ! ! !  !  

This is always such a problem that I can never resolve, ever since BSUR.  I can never be satisfied with the shirt colors, or the sizing.  Finally gave up on v necks for women (low design is so awkward) and just stuck with unisex shirts.  Finally, got sick of the heather combos, and tried to venture to the regular cotton shirts, with mixed results.  Tried SO HARD to get the color combo right for Dog Days, and did pretty good.  But I always look at them as a group and want brighter and happier.  It's just hard when I'm only using black ink.  

Switched gears for Arts on the Ave and was so afraid I had way too much flesh color and tan.  But they all sold well.  Then for Xmas I made it possible to order any color on site.  That seemed to work out well.  I just want this great combo that I can never seem to find.  In the end, people buy the basics!  Navy, heather gray, tan.  Will always be a work in progress.  But had fun making the tees again, and coming up with new designs that a fun and silly.  Always nice to feel creative!!

Cards - sold a lot to shop made and pixies.  Hard to keep up.  I try to make them updated and “new” and try new designs.  SM has 24 “slots” so I'm always playing catch up with inventory.  Plus holidays.  Pixies much more fun.  She takes (and sells) almost all well.  It’s amazing.  But cards now are SO MUCH more expensive, so it always pains me to buy them.  Especially with SM, when I’m not seeing the payment come back out right.  I guess the prices will only go up.  Selling for $5 each now.  That may increase eventually.

Prints - more of the same.  Wish I had more exhibits or shows to be more creative.  I have been stuck in a production mode for too long now.  It would be nice to feel more artsy.  Commissions came in, but nothing sticks out.  Not a good year, I guess.  Feel like I have been pretty unproductive.  Made Hexy a fun “charm” mobile, and would like to do more of that in 23.  And the micros are still fun.  I have a bunch of commissions to complete still for holiday 22.  I'm actually having fun with commissions, trying to loosen up a bit and not feel so much pressure to make a likeness.  To be artistic with it.  To give it my spin.

Holiday started well, then kind of fizzled.  But I feel ok about it.  I got a lot of work in early, and so focused on that, not knowing if I could get it all done.  Things worked out, but that always prevents me from doing a lot of marketing early/mid-December, when I can grab people's attention.  

I want to mix things up next year - maybe plan to do a show, or more “base” products and not so much “creating” during the holiday.  Sidenote: JDI holiday design came out GREAT!  Was really proud of that, and shocked how easily the old dog drawings fit in.

Well, I have been ALL OVER the place with this post!  Stream of consciousness.  Hopes our 23: MORE CREATIVITY!  MORE SALES!!  MORE OPPORTUNITIES !!  MORE FOCUS !!  And less stress and worry and upset !


HERE'S TO A GREAT FUTURE ! xoxoxo

PS - forgot to include some stuff about arts on the ave - it was postponed to the 2nd weekend in NOV because a storm was forecasted in Oct.  The storm didn't really ring the bad weather expected, but was a blessing overall that we still were able to have the event, and got some extra time to prepare.  Was a little awkward with the timing and holiday, but luckily after the great midterm elections.  The day was perfect with weather.  Warm and sunny sandwiched right between rain friday and cold sunday.  We were SOOO lucky!  A really great day.  Sales were terrific, and did the same as year before and took a lot of after event orders.  Funny that we had nobody next to us, so we pushed the tables flat, only to be MADE to put them back after being found out by the event coordinator.  All worked out great.  Had to rent a zip car, which sucked and stressed us out getting in to, but these things are easily forgotten.  Costly - I think $150 ?

 

 2021 wrap up

 2020 wrap up

 2019 wrap up

2018 Wrap up

2017 Wrap up 

2016 Wrap up

2015 Wrap up

2014 Wrap up

2013 Wrap up

2012 Wrap up

2011 Wrap up

2010 Wrap up

2009 Wrap up

Friday, December 9, 2022

 dear dave


8pm friday, and listening to the sound of silence, a masterpiece.  I just love it.


Strange holiday season.  Everything just chugging along, but my urgency (and stress) is abated.  There is a weird sense of calm.  Maybe orders are way down?  I don't know.  I have LOTS to do, but it feels manageable.


Haha, we'll see.


Thinking about Jimmy today as I walked by this bush decorated with those classic bulbs we always used.  Thinking about going there in December, pre Hex even, and setting up the tree for / with her.  Our special little time together.  Ugh, it's so hard.  Always in the back of my mind as we go by these weeks, a year later.  I'm hesitant to look back and find the day she actually died.  Maybe better not to be so exact about it.  I don't know.  What a loss.  Remembering her is so bittersweet.  On so many levels I feel relieved, or free of the burden of all the worry.  Lighter, and future pointing.  And having the $ cushion, boy does that change things.  It's all so sad, and I don't want to be sad anymore.

Wednesday, November 23, 2022

 dear dave


always lonely in my thoughts on Thanksgiving Eve.  The holiday ahead, and I'm here at the studio, hesitating to leave.  Busy days ahead!


Working on site, and getting things ready for hopeful orders.  Spent most of the day working on JDI, which very happily is coming together.  But takes A LOT of brainpower and energy with all the details.


Turkey tomorrow in Rockville with John and Bill.  First year without mom and dad.  very sad.

Monday, November 14, 2022

Arts on Ave

s 5

m 51

l 39

xl 20

old small tees - roughly 25-30

totes roughly 100